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Unknown Oct 13, 2009

There's no one here but my own self,
just some thoughts cross throughout my mind.
Blackness covers over and I can't see past my demise.
There's no reflection in this broken mirror,
just a emotion I tried to hide.
Everything and everyone's gone,
nothing can turn back time.
I drift into the silence,
no voices left around me anymore.
Pain is no more
just a numbness I can't ignore.
Place the mask around me and I'll fake with myself once more .
My voice slowly softens and my head faces the floor .
Memories fade away,
now no longer can they be told.
A shameful disguise,
all of what once left of me is now unknown.

I would die to be next to you Sep 3, 2009

I have pills for the pain
but there's no more coverage for me
I demand myself back
cause I realize this new me is no longer intact
I have strung a disease
and it's far from misery

I'm not good enough for him
I'm not strong enough to win
I'm not well enough to swim
I'll just watch as I flounder
as I sink right under
watching it take over me

placed me far apart
and I can not fix myself up
Infected from the truth
even though it's killing me I die to be next to you
so much for restraint
you fill me internally
I'm just further away from my escape
I've let my hell come to play

I'm not good enough for him
I'm not strong enough to win
I'm not well enough to swim
I'll just watch as I flounder
as I sink right under
watching it take over me

I can't let go and it's hurting me so
all the rules I try to stick to
but I can't let you go
let me be free
let me come back to me ..

I'm just not good enough for him
I'm just not strong enough to win
I'm not well enough to swim
I'll just watch myself flounder
as I sink right under
and watch your words take over me .

.My wonderLand . Aug 25, 2009

I hide behind myself as I fall into this hole
I place a switch next to me as I fall among it all
but theres nothing to brighten up me
I'm just a burned out bulb

(Follow the white rabbit
just do anything till you catch him)

I walk into the shadows and I see an opened door
I run close but then realise that it's too small
I risk it I squeeze in
I don't know what the hell I was thinking !

It's strange here I don't belong here
I can't stop these flooding tears !

Off with my head
but don't forget
that this is only just a dream
soon I'll be back inside my own reality
It's crazy enough to believe
but it's all just make believe

A darkened path leading to only one way
a voice inside the dark that only shapes a face
we're all a little mad here ...
It's just like I'm running in circles here!

Off with my head
but don't forget
that this is only just a dream
soon I'll be back inside my own reality
It's crazy enough to believe
but it's all just make believe

let's give in to the madness of you
let's paint what is white red &
let's pretend..but I see that their all dead.