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DISAPPOINTED Nov 19, 2009

Sometimes when you want to be nice to everyone and make things a little better for people, you get high hopes. My dad says you can't please everyone. He also says "this world is made for liars and cheaters" You can get any where in life when your honest. I always tried to prove him wrong...

But, no matter how hard I've tried i always fail! I think I am doing something wrong and I cant figure it out. Why do the good men get the shitty girls who want to hurt them, But the men who use you and hurt you get the good girls... this makes the good men sour and the good girls turn bad... Its a cycle that never ends... and its sad!

All i wanna do is be happy, I want to make people happy. I want to prove my father wrong that you dont have to be a liar or a cheater to prosper in life! I am disappointed with the ways of MEN with the ways of WOMEN and everyone in between! I just dont understand!

Take my sister for example: She let a man hurt her so bad, and when she found a girl to treat her right she hurt her.... see now the cycle has began and it will never end

I'M DISAPPOINTED! AND IT'S A B*TCH

THE MORNING AFTER Nov 15, 2009

I woke up and got a smile, It was great! I'm alive and things are so different. I left and was at the stop light... BIRDS so many of them flying around in a flock, following each other as one. Why cant we be like birds and work together as one? As i drive on I see the most beautiful views. On my right the sun was coming up and the country site was so AMAZING! Why can i notice the beauty now? Am I happy? I dont know... But I seen so many things... I drove a hour and it seemed like only a few minutes. I love the country views I love the way I feel right now! To make someone else happy can make me just as happy.....

What does the truth matter? Why cant we just enjoy the time we have and not think about the reality of life? I have had so much pain and suffering in my time which in GOD's eyes is only a blind of his eye 25 years has come and gone and I still remember so many painful times in my life.... but for one night...when reality didn't matter. When all that mattered whats to enjoy that night.... THINGS WERE PERFECT!

"THE MORNING AFTER" It is amazing to feel the joy and look in someones eyes and feel a little relief It was great!

BACK TO REALITY BUT ENJOY THE TIME!

FOR HIM Nov 14, 2009

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KlJy_Cb21Lw

Everytime i hear this song i think of you, Its like i know that i cant see you or be with you but i cant control my urge to want to be with you...

I know i said i wouldnt call but i'm a lil drunk and i need you now........ this song is so awesome i love it......

the truth always comes out and i know that its wrong but it feels so right!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JqYZs2_gweE
another good one