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Ode of life until yesterday Oct 31, 2009

zooming out into the past,
I envision what the journey of life was all about,

I certainly can tell you, I surely will,
It's mother nature you don't get to kill,

It's frustrating on my part, I see whole world sick,
I get to see what I did not saw earlier,
It's the sickness of world creeping into each and every corner of me,

Sickness of what , I mind you want a guess,
It's cancer of hatred, it's the poison of fake love,
It's tumor of revenge, it's the arthritis of mean world,

Blind is every one made by some,
We follow the commandments not of the divine one,
That is what leave us needing for ever more into our small life's line,
I see now those times happy and sad were not even mine,

Being real is forgotten for long,
I see the creepy materialistic folks lifelong,
Those who are too mean to be true,
Honest remaining are too few,

The devils are roaming around free,
It's the angels who are now hiding under your souls sea,

Yikes now is the hell on earth,
what are you more waiting for,
Thinking free is it worth ?
I promise it certainly is and always was,

Why the heck I am complaining of these odds everyone knows,
Well I lived twenty years and still don't obey to exist with all those woes,

I see m...

Somehow I am not me Jul 17, 2009

I am out and away but somehow someone walks right through me,
I am poisoned to sway but somehow someone makes me free,

I am destined to be betrayed but somehow someone induces anguish of trust in me,

I am no more the person I used to be but somehow someone is still with me,

I am not valid enough to feel emotions but somehow someone cares to sense it withering me,

I am down and stuck in the webs of illusions but somehow someone takes away my life and give me back to be me,


I am lost in the desert of my own conscience but somehow someone directs my ways through divine compass,

I am the ocean of unimaginable pain but somehow someone breathes life into my numb being and I am left as ocean drain,

I am the one who sought the tangible depths of unexplored galaxies within my soul but somehow someone let me cruise to and from the shores once closed,


I am riding the horse of hatred to the castle of evil but somehow someone changes hatred with love and evil to peace dove,

I am being slapped unto the anvil of ill thoughts, I am carved out be a sword,
I am violent and fiercely bashful until somehow someone melted me down again and again,

I am no more the wisdom holder of the trauma faced but somehow someone...

Life is to death and death is to life May 1, 2009

LIFE IS TO DEATH AND DEATH IS TO LIFE

Ever since I took hold of my world and realized myself as an living entity I am spell bounded by how nature works,
since then life took me along with ups and downs , I did experienced it everyone wanted to live as he/she never will die,

I was brought up to see living people die every now and then and the media made it a daily news of blood and gore,
It was initially all murky and gray which eventually stored it self in my psych as just another day to day news of fray,

Days passed so did months and years , everyone is in hurry to acquire more and more to feed his ever growing hunger for money,
relationships are stranded and lies duality is built, no one cares for any one except for themselves in the ever accelerating gamble of life and strife,

Envy and hate is every where , ego full attitude roars out the streets, minds are bogged down with just one thing,
how to win, to defeat others, to set aside and do what ever it takes to get ahead in the race for existence,