What am I looking for? Or what should I? I mean what are my options? Yr holding all the cards deal me a hand..its like the lottery I guess.. you have to be in it, to win it. A winner never quit, cuz a quiter never win. Consider me safe, cuz I want nothing what the rest want frm u.if I can find, companionship&compatibility in the same person I feel like I'm winning anyway..