Ok so I have decided I jus goin to be lost forever in sea of doubt cuz I trust no one! Its my cross to bear so it happens. Irish probverb: "NEVER lie to SOMEONE you trust & NEVER trust ANYONE who lies to you!" Lol I will continue bein the vamp that I am knowin i will have the love of mah beautiful wifey aka Freakshow forever and always!! I could not have asked for a more perfect lady. She best thing next my kids to ever happen to me, I freakin love you baby girl!!!