About
I have recently lost my fiance to a suicide (Sept 23,2016) and was and still am in love with him. I will forever love him and for that reason alone, I will probably forever be alone. I don't know if any man could accept that and I don't know that I ever want to love another man again or get that close to anyone.Most importantly,I have a very close relationship with God and my beliefs will never change. I can not be friends nor a wife to a man without my same beliefs.My kids are and always will be my main focus. I have four beautiful children ages 17,15,13,and 10 and an extremely adorable grandson who is 1.. I love people,animals,nature,God(he's great!!),honesty,integrity,loyalness,weed yes I said it ,and beautifully built dark skinned men!
